Monday, December 15, 2008

long winded

such a long time since i last blog, so many things have happened.

i was sick for 1 week during thanks giving. my face went swollen and i din't eat much for 1 week. that was torture. All i can do was eat pain killer like i was eating candy. The pain killer was not those normal pain killer it is those which are stronger and can only get it with doctor's prescription. I am afraid that i will have pain killer overdose. The pain was so bad that i ate pain killer before i go to sleep and woke up in the middle of the night and ate more. Those are the sleepless night.

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my roomate ask me some question that bring me back to the memories 1 year ago. till now, the incident is still unresolved. which i don't know what is the problem and how to solve the problem where there is no chance that i can know why.... this make me feel bad... it lasted for 1 year already. i rather know the truth than to go hanging in middle of no where.

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yesterday i nearly had a mental break down. Today i am having 3 finals on 1 day. oh god. One is on 7 AM (human sex and relationship) in the morning which was already over. English 212 at 11 AM which i just got back from and another 1 will be at 4 PM ( management)... it is killing me.... yesterday i got so scared that i suddenly went blank and keep eating non stop. Wen Cai talked to me and says never mind... WHAT??? never mind??? u think i skinny ah can eat alot and nevermind... summore eating in the middle of the night. After giving up studying, Justin came talking to me. It's been long since we last talked cause he have been spending his time in the jungle which cannot be connected.... haha

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after another test i will be departing HOME !!!! huray !!!! i am going home to get some real fun. can't wait. And i am also meeting Wen Cai.... going to have a party at my house too..... yeah....

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after u give up the place in me, i am looking for a substitution. till now, i realize that there is no substitution for u. is it because we din't end up in a full stop and left it with a comma? the comma last for too long, till i don't know is there a ending for the story.