Monday, December 15, 2008

long winded

such a long time since i last blog, so many things have happened.

i was sick for 1 week during thanks giving. my face went swollen and i din't eat much for 1 week. that was torture. All i can do was eat pain killer like i was eating candy. The pain killer was not those normal pain killer it is those which are stronger and can only get it with doctor's prescription. I am afraid that i will have pain killer overdose. The pain was so bad that i ate pain killer before i go to sleep and woke up in the middle of the night and ate more. Those are the sleepless night.

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my roomate ask me some question that bring me back to the memories 1 year ago. till now, the incident is still unresolved. which i don't know what is the problem and how to solve the problem where there is no chance that i can know why.... this make me feel bad... it lasted for 1 year already. i rather know the truth than to go hanging in middle of no where.

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yesterday i nearly had a mental break down. Today i am having 3 finals on 1 day. oh god. One is on 7 AM (human sex and relationship) in the morning which was already over. English 212 at 11 AM which i just got back from and another 1 will be at 4 PM ( management)... it is killing me.... yesterday i got so scared that i suddenly went blank and keep eating non stop. Wen Cai talked to me and says never mind... WHAT??? never mind??? u think i skinny ah can eat alot and nevermind... summore eating in the middle of the night. After giving up studying, Justin came talking to me. It's been long since we last talked cause he have been spending his time in the jungle which cannot be connected.... haha

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after another test i will be departing HOME !!!! huray !!!! i am going home to get some real fun. can't wait. And i am also meeting Wen Cai.... going to have a party at my house too..... yeah....

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after u give up the place in me, i am looking for a substitution. till now, i realize that there is no substitution for u. is it because we din't end up in a full stop and left it with a comma? the comma last for too long, till i don't know is there a ending for the story.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Whole Food





























These are so delicious and good looking... dun even want to eat them...you should try when u see whole food....

Birthday Blast

2 weeks ago, we have 4 birthday people celebrating birthday all at once.... Tall Yukiko, Small Yukiko, Makiko, and sung (which i still duno who is it). and that night, was the night i got abit drunk. as i swing my head, my vision went blur. so i remain still so i won't go dizzy. That night was fun. We had sushi. Racheal sat in front of all the alcohol and start mixing everything she see. at the end apple, triple sec and lime... taste not bad....




the bithday cake


Ken





Racheal
the 3 girls

Yukiko





Friday, October 31, 2008

Halloween Night

Today is halloween... guess what? i am staying at home tonight while all my housemates fully dress up and went to party. Today should be the most happening night in San Francisco but i decide to stay home. I do feel like going out... but... i ended up staying home.. thinking i have a exam coming up on monday.... 6 chapters... OMG...and tmrw there will be a party already. so today decided to stay home and study...

i already went to halloween party last week... snaped some pictures and my leg muscles pain after the party... dancing with heels and walked duno how many miles... the party end about 2 and it took us duno how long to get back to school. by the time i reach school... i need to walk across campus to get back to my apartment.... when i reach school... i took off my shoe and walk bare feet... and it's freaking cold and the floor was wet... i could not bother that much as it was better than walking on heels... oh ya.. during the party... marco have some boobs on... but it supposed to be ken's.. haha




































Wednesday, October 15, 2008

emotion swing

i hate it when my emotion go swinging... just hate it... at one point said this, then i structured everything out what to do and planned what i want to do. Few days after that, told me that the base of my structure not exist... boom... everything went downhill. It's so depressing.... it sucks... hate it. Nice of you to say it. Everything you think of yourself. You din even know how much this mean to me. I HATE IT... I JUST HATE IT... i don't like to swing my feelings like that when at one point i was happy cause something is going to happened and planned to happend but when the days got closer, you just say that it might not happen .... I JUST CAN'T STAND IT.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Emi's birthday

Emi.. the birthday girl.. and Ron? i think is Ron... lol
clean up clean up.... all of us did it to her.... cream all over....actually Ron started it


last sat... other than the love fest...was also Emi's birthday... she is the malaysian i meet here... we had malaysian food.... satay, sambal kang kung, bee hoon, curry chicken....the party was fun.... i meet quite alot of new friends there... at the end... we have too call the part off early cause we was too loud and the patrol car came over and asked us to stop the party... so sad...


Love Fest

have u ever been squash into a train b4? see a naked man? music blasting infront of the civic center and the public library? clubbing in the middle of the day when the sun shining up high?

last sat me and ming went to the love fest.... kind of fun.... we took off at the Muni train station just right next to school and there were so many crazy people dress up in different type of clothes. Train station was so pack of students that was going to the fest. We did not manage to squiz in to the 1st train so we have to wit for the second 1. It we so crazy.... me going smash towards the door of the train... like sardin... and remain at the position for half and hour....

music blasting so loud there.... sexy girls... and naked guys... OMG... i din mean to see that.... just that i turn my head and i just saw it..... argggggggggg ... need brain wash....



The Sardins
Squiz in people... squizzzzzz
We need more oxygen...
Bubbles.....




Sunday, September 28, 2008

Halloween around the corner

Went to Santana Row during the weekend and went in to the household shop. Halloween stuff are all around the place... so many interesting things here... even spatula there is alot of design...

HOLLOWEEN

IT LOOKS SO DELICIOUS
THOSE GHOST LOOK SO CUTE... LOOK AT THE SKELETON HAND !!!

MORE HALLOWEEN STUFF
THE DOGS JUST LOOK SO CUTE
BUMBLE BEE.. CUTE ~~~
WITCHES

THESE CANDLES JUST LOOK SO CUTE AND BEAUTIFUL