Days getting closer

Without me realizing it, it is getting closer.
it makes me afraid
don't really want to leave my home, i will be all alone.

only 10 days left i will be in a different place.
my home will be far apart from me.

now i am having finals.
Wed is Bio and Fri is PSYC
Fri evening will have commencement then Sat will be prom.
few days after that will be August 8th which is olympic and also the day i will be leaving.

i will surely miss home and all my things here.
so hope that i can make them small enough to fit in to my luguage and bring them there.

A mini farewell and gathering

hmm... had a farewell party at my house yesterday night... and it's more of a mini gathering...had alot of fun and anlot of food.... haha...thanks for them who came and hope that they have enjoyed their time here.

especially what kayu tried to do to mimi... poor oh mimi....he is so salty....

got some presents form them ... will try to bring as much of it to US with me... i try lar....

k la... that's all... we will go sing k before i fly off.... let us have another fun time...

will miss you all...

woohoo... the day have end at last...

Today was a killer.... bio quiz, psycho quiz, GBUS final assignment due, psycho assignment due and bio mindmap also due.... haiz... so many things.... and today was the indirectly the last day of class... how can....

yesterday night i slept at 2 something because trying to finish everything... my eyes were blur while doing the mind map.. killer...

luckily enough.... today i can hand up the psycho assignment and bio mind map... studied 2/4 chap for psycho quiz and studied for half hour b4 bio quiz... haha.... a really lucky that i can pull the bio quiz off... and after the bio quiz GUESS WHAT ??? ms bessie say that the whole class get full marks for bio cause the intension for quiz is to make us study... swt...

hmmm... what is more for today??? that should be it... oh and i have lunch with keng mei, kah mun and kim hai... and know abit more about him...(secret... haha...)

ciowsss.........

Happy 21 to my fren...

Today is the day... jia's 21... but she is so far from me that i would only wish her Happy Birthday here...Happy Birthday jia...

we have know each other since...erm...2001? should be around there...

our Friendship will always stay...

woo hoooo.... hui kee save the day !!!

what ever hui kee have done have save the day !!! haha... no idea what magic she did... even jia jia tried also cannot fix it...

now i can change color color and more color..... haha... now so happy ....

i even tought of changing the whole blog when i go US... haha
now no need liao...

thanks to hui kee.... hahaha

jia !!! look !!! can change edi....

color color color color color color color...

乌龙

哈哈。。。 昨天无缘无故的乌龙让我跟静雯吃了个午餐。。。买了很多要带去美国的文具。。。 可是吃完了午餐静雯竟然又叫我陪她去书店。。。 没办法啦， 谁叫她等一下载我回。。。 当我跟她讲话时，忽然一个人从我们旁边走过。。。 啊~~~ 是李心洁啊~~~ 当李心洁在付钱的时候我和静雯都站在一边看。很想是她又很像不是。。 静雯忽然就走去问她是李心洁吗？真的是她 ！！！ 静雯差点就兴奋得跳起来。。。 然后我就帮她拍了这张相片。。。她真人真得很漂亮！！！


当时真傻。。。 应该我也来一张。。。

The birthday

here it goes... yesterday was too busy... on my birthday !!! not busy with playing or partying. BUT BUSY WITH ASSIGNMENT AND QUIZ !!! there goes my only 21st... haiz... at least i have a great meal with my family... when can i go party??

here's the pic..

crayfish and chicken combo... yum yum...

bake potato and sour cream... damm delicious

Mango Jelly delight... i LOVE it... the mongo ice-cream is so full of mango...

my bro with his ice-cream... the pic look so nice..

can't wait to eat...

my so call cake... it's mango cheese cake

i pause for a few seconds so that my bro can take this pic... lol


Ooo.. it's my birthday and they gave this for free... i got another cake....

the camera man is trying out his taking picture skills

that's all...

oh ya ..
i have lunch with ian, chih wan and aarati at papercorn ...hehe

THANKS ALL FOR REMEMBERING MY BIRTHDAY...
i received alot of birthday wishes...

BiRtHdAy GiRl

OMG !!! i turn old liao... i'm 21 !!!~~~~~

no time to write details... tmrw la... got assignment and quiz and all not done !!!

and it's already going to be 12 @.@

popular demand

due to popular demand... i would like to update my blog now... i went to melaka during the weekend for a BBQ party with my cousins and reletives... too sad that i forgot to take pictures during the party but i manage to take some pictures with FLIPPI !!!

1 head 2 big

housing have make my live missareble.... haiz... is either on campus or off campus.. but for the price of a double occupency i can get a single room off campus. Now what to do? the on campus housing have already spam my mail box calling me to ubmit my licene agreement cause there is such thing as priority for international student. Now i din't get any off campus yet, till hunting for 1 and depends on sze ming's uncle whether he found any. The deadline for on campus is july 14 which is next monday. so i have to send it in by tmrw so that HOPE can reach by monday july 14. AND I DUNNO WHICH TO CHOOSE??? on campus or off campuus???

horrible horrible + HORRIBLE !!!

today just finish the 2 killer test... BIO N PSYC back to back... OMG!!! bio this time was still ok... mayb because i just wrote down what i tought of. but psyc was really horrible !!! i din read much on it... i din really answer the paper... all of it is guessing job... OMG!!!!! 20 marks blew off already... argggggggggggggggggggg

pycho and bio...

arggg.... lack of time... i so wish that everyday before the test have 48 hours. Tmrw i will be having psycho mid term and bio test 2 on the SAME DAY !!! now can.... i so scared but so relax.. OMG what happen...need to study la....

LOVE is ....................2

LOVE IS ALLOWING OTHERS TO BE THEMSELVES

When we allow, we give others the opportunity
to be who they are, instead of who we want them to be.
Just as we want freedom to be who we are,
simillarly we should give others the freedom to be who they are.
Allowing is selfless, allowing is love.

FOOD FOR THE HEART

None of us has the power to make some one else love us. But we all have the power to give away love, to love other people. And if we do so, we change the kind of person we are, and we change the kind of world we live in.

- Rabbi Harold Kushner -

冲动

有时会有一种默明的冲动连我也不知道为什么。
说出来就能明白啦。。。 不须要那么不爽了
可是有些东西说出来就等于完蛋。
那种冷淡的对待实在是受不了。。。
既然会这样那么为什么当初又要说出来呢？
还说得不明不白。。。先在好啦。。。
关系比之前还没说还要差。。
真是不知该如何是好。

LOVE IS....................1

LOVE IS ACCEPTING YOURSELF FOR WHO YOU ARE AND WHO YOU ARE NOT

Accept your strengths and weakness.
Accept your goals and bad habbits.
Accept yourself, warts and all.
Acknowledgement and acceptance is the first step
towards changing negative behaviours.
In this whole entire universe,
we can only find one unique YOU!

FOOD FOR THE HEART
Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect.
It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfection.
-unknown author-

today's happenings

1st time risotto for lunch, looks bit like fried rice... haha

done some charity and bought this 2 book for donation... din't want to donate at 1st but after seeing the content i so want to have it. The title are MAMA WHERE ARE YOU? and LOVE IS ALL ABOUT YOU ! the books look nice also....

then at night.... went to dinner with a bunch of zhi mui... jia jia so sam pat...took alot of weird pic... and this will be the last time i seeing her b4 i fly to US... she is going back to the jungle to stay with tarzan.... oeoeoooooo

there is jia jia, me, mun mun, michelle and hui fang


me, michelle and hui fang ( jia jia from the jungle is just trying to play with the camera)

being too wu liao at the toilet while i talking on the phone with the sesated jalan mun mun.... hahaha

Present from aus !!!

Hippo !!!
this is one of the present i got
i got 1 sweater, hardrock cafe shirt from aus, lotz and lotz of nougatsssssss love it...

unexplain...

some things are just unexplain... dreams...
at a point you hope that person will bring you out from the situation, you wait in hope, looking at him but he din't... you struggle your way out by yourself feeling dissapointed... but what can you do...you hope that he would reach his arms and just pull you out. being out alone...

being back... he felt regret and he stretch his arms. nothing can be done. but at least he stretch his arms and try to bring you out. but it's already gone by the wind. He tries to bring you out now, all you could feel is that why din't he did that earlier. why do you need to go trough so much till he only take action to pull you out. why do you have to suffer all the pain for a happy ending.

don't live in regret, you might not know that the other person is suffering, feeling misserable... some things you just need to do it earlier or it won't be the same again.